Sunday, January 17, 2010
Suddenly feel like blogging... this entire was a disaster my mum found out that I've been hiding something from her... something really really big.... thus I'm grounded (don't really wanna say it out) and the entire week i felt that i was in a valley.... just found out that i wasn't really a salt and light at home to make matters worse i just couldn't sense God as though he just vanish... just at the brink of giving up and it's Sunday and i managed to go for service though time persuading my mum...
Sometimes i really wonder why does my mum wants to control me strictly??? Something that will always remain as a mystery to me... no wait maybe i'll get it when i'm a dad... but for now i have to keep counting down the days till i earn my mum trust....
Forget about that.... People are transferring to DI... really pray that they will retain and continue to serve in POLYDINS.... and also really pray that i'm able to faithfully follow up on them.... really feel very guilty for not shepherding Dexter weekly... Must be more discipline...
My my my look at the time it's 11.12pm well got to go to bed.. still have school tomorrow really pray that my mum allow me to let me go DMM tomorrow.... God i really need you!!!
10:40 PM
